Motherhood


“Finally you have tied the knot, when are you going to have a baby? “ The most popular question I received after I got married….. “Wow, Hongren is a big boy now, so when are you going to have another baby?” hmm…. another popular question I received after my first son turned 1 year old… “Wow, 2 boys now,  when are you going to to try for a baby girl huh?” ………… Do I have a ”PIG” printed on my forehead… sometimes I wonder. Oh, no no no,  please don’t get me wrong. I love children. No doubt about that. They are the most adorable creatures in the whole wide universe. I swear.

Imagine reaching home after a hard day work, hearing “Mama” from the purest voice, following by a great tiny hug from Hongren, oh…. what more could I ask for? (My Yuanda is learning how to talk now, and one day he will do the same as his brother :) I hope… ha!) Oh yes, I used to hate Barney. As I could not understand why all the children liked the big.. clumpsy.. purple.. thingy..  Well the “law of attractions” says we should not hate something as it will come to you. I totally agree. As now I’m watching Barney with Hongren and have since learnt few songs from the series. I hum “I love you, You love me, we are happy family….” all the time now. Amazing.

When is baby number 3 coming? Maybe in another 2 years? My hubby and I actually don’t mind if baby number 3 is another boy. Most importantly is a healthy & happy baby :) Well, age is catching up. Perhaps we’ll stop at 2. Who knows?

(I love you.. you love me.. we are happy family.. with the great big hugs.. and a kiss from me to you.. won’t you say you love me too…)

No, I’m not having imsonia. In fact I love to sleep. Well, seriously I can’t do anything… but to comfort my baby Yuanda when he cries. Yuanda still thinks the days are nights and the nights are days, and this is why I’m having sleepless nights for the past one week. It’s amazing that I have been very patient, yelling is a “no no”. What’s the point to loose my temper on this… hmm… what should I say… “the cutest creature in the world”? Trust me, when you are a mother, you would think your child is the “one & only” in the world. And that’s the fact. Not one individual is the same in this world.

And I love my babies dearly. So it’s ok to have sleepless nights sometimes.

(Oh please… Not every night…. I love to sleep….)